Conflict in Mind

I tried to forget and I tried to let go.

But those words aren't leaving my mind.

I tried to overcome the conflict,

should I let go which is hard to forget.

Making a deal with myself,

how can I forget those words?

When I stand with what I feel,

I got criticized by the ones who were the closest.

When it all started to make sense,

I found myself standing on the edge.

Where I cannot agree with them but

how can I even fight with them?

Letting go of words to make it better,

but silence is still hard to bear.

They say I won't succeed and will regret,

if I don't follow their way.

The words are piercing through heart.

Will I ever forget those words?

Magicosmica